i can't get away from you...

i really, really wish you'd answer me. you send me mixed fucking signals and i don't understand you.

i talked about you tonight. in a good way. i feel better. i have no problems with what's going on now.
i've come to accept that you will always be a part of me. physically and mentally.


:/

i really dont like this.

at all.
i don't like being scared of my future.

i miss you.

i am SO scared that i won't find what i want in my life.
nothing scares me more than living a meaningless life.

i dont even know what to say about you anymore. i love you. i don't care. i want to be a part of your life. it hurts me to see or know that you're heart broken. i don't like it at all. you deserve to be happy. you deserve all the good things in the world. i don't want to see you hurt. if i could i'd take your pain from you.
be happy so i can be happy.

I've watched you so long, screamed your name, I don't know what else I can say.

today was. a good day.
i spoke to you.
a live you.
i want to do it more often.
i miss you.
you make me smile like nobody else has before.
i am so emotionally mixed up right now.
i can't take it

my name is teresa and ....

i'm addicted to being in love with people who are unattainable.

i don't know where i stand with you and i don't know what i mean to you all i know is that every time i think of you all i want to do is be with you.


sums up my entire life