mm, i love my life

and the people in it.
i'm gonna start trying harder and push myself more.
i actually did some homework today.
and i'm getting better with peopleeee. and yeah.
i love it.
eeeeeeeeeeh, im happy right now. :]
i don't care about any boys, whatever happens happens.

oops, last night. jan 29, 2008

last night my computer wasn't working.
i hate being confused, i'm not too sure what to do.

eek, i miss my drama people. even scott.

i miss

everyone so much.
and i'm pissed off at my parents for not letting me do the other 2 plays.
it's the only thing that i have going for me.
taking something away from me isn't going to make me want to do better. i mean really.
why would you think that?
i like you a lot, but i also like you.
idk i get mixed signals from you, you're an asshole sometimes but i like it.
and i dont know how to take it.
and i like you, you're fun to flirt with and i get confused.

i'd rather go out with #, but then again * is a good choice too.
i'm mixed up and i have no idea how to deal with it.

i kind of hate it. but i like it.

the past 2 days have been

the best 2 days of my life.
i love all of my drama friends, the show was amazing.
you guys are my favorite people ever, and i'm gonna miss this show so much even though a week ago i said how i couldn't wait for it to be over.
i'm kind of falling more and more for you. and it sucks, cuz i don't know how you feel about me.
and yeah, i like it like that.
i'll figure this out eventually. :]

but really, i love all of you guys. you're so amazing.
<3

tonight was..

so amazing.
i love my theater guys/girls. and i love **** for making me laugh my ass off.
i'm not sure about him though. eh, i don't care. i'm going for it.
whatever it is.
i'll take a chance i guess. :]]]

can't wait for tomorrow night

i think im on another planet with you

i've been listening to blink all day.
i'm at a good place right now, besides my family.
i can't stop getting shit at home.

past week.

this week has been really busy.
i've been working on the play hardcore lately.
and i really don't even remember anything thats happened this past week.
i like him, but i don't think he likes me.
i want to give up and i probably will sooner or later.
i love my friends, and my life is really good right now.
i wouldn't trade it.

idk

blah, i dont know what to think about with you anymore.
i like you a lot, but for some reason i dont think you like me.

alright, i overthink things.
maybe i'll tell you soon? i'm not sure.
whatever

today was bad.
i didn't like it.
i slept a lot.

:D

i like you a lot.
you're cute, and i like how you play the guitar.
the guitar is nice, and you singing is nice.
ithinkwewouldbecutetogether.
i shared my vitamin water with you. :]

oops.

today was boring. studied for chem
found out someone was gay.
laughed a lot

so heres the deal

i thought today was going to suck.
it didn't at all.
today was so amazing.
i lvoe my youth group.
im crushing on this kid. and its cute, hes adorable.
and eeeeeeeeeek. i love my friends, i love everyone.
im so done with midterms.
i'm so done with you and your gay lifestyle and i mean that in all senses of the word. ;]

i'm ready for something big to come my way, and i'm ready to take it.

you know what,

you're a fucking asshole.
tell me that i was a rebound and meant nothing.
you said it in the nastiest way possible.
to think that i was gonna harm myself because of you, to think that i fucking cried over you.
i don't want you in my life anymore. i want to cut you from it cold turkey.
you're obviously a little kid, because calling me a jerk then signing off is SUCH a mature thing to do.
i mean fucking seriously.
you're an asshole, i hope you fucking die in an explosion or some shit like that.
i don't give a fuck if you say that you're nice and shit.
you're fucking not. at all.
have fun trying to get with my friend, because she knows how fucking creepy you are and she would never touch you.
not with a 10 foot pole.

i hate you for being my first. you have no idea how disgusting i felt.
dickhead.

and c, i think you're cute. people say you're worse than him. i don't believe it.
you're chill and i'm your favorite.
i don't give a crap if you know i was flirting with you, i want you to know.
i want to talk to you more. let's go do it.
and i looooooove how you have your hair chemically relaxed.
its amazing. let's makeout in the chairs.

mixed day much?

lovely.

today fucking sucked.
i can't take it anymore.

i know that.

i know that i'm better than you,
better than this.
i need something stable in my life for once.
it would be incredibly nice to know what's going on.
i'd like a solid answer to the questions that i have, not a "oh lets play it by ear"
i hate that more than anything that people can't give me a straight answer.
is there something that i'm doing wrong?!
cause if there is, can you please let me know.

today was nice. i spent time with my family.
i love it.

lovelovelove<3

asshole vs. jackass

today was a lot of fun.
little kids are adorable and i love them.
you're a complete asshole, but it's adorable. and i love it.
i could see myself with you.

and the jackass, no i can't believe that you're gonna go out with my friend.
"i wanna know more about you so we can be wicked close"
it's not gonna happen.
when you think i'm talking to you online and being nice, i'm being the biggest asshole in the world.
but you're so fucking stupid that you don't understand it.
smartass.

i'm kind of glad

that some other girl is going to get in your pants.
because i didn't want to be your slut.
i still think you're an asshole.
last monday completely sucked to tell you the truth, and for real i wouldn't do it again.
yeah you're gonna go out with her but we can still be "mad tight" right?
cuz you know that i believed you when you said we could be dating soon.
yeah. i did.
so way to be an asshole, and guess who's not gonna be "mad tight"?
me and you.

make it a dirt dancefloor again

nothing special happened today.
i can't wait for it to be summer.
i miss it so much, and to be honest i'd love to live in summer

oh, and you.
you make me feel weird.
stop undressing me with your eyes, stop calling me baby.
i really don't want it.

penguins are just so cute

i love my yg, they're so amazing.
tonight was good.
midterms are coming up soon, and i'm kind of nervous cuz i know i dont know a lot of it.
yeah, i have really amazing friends and im thankful they're in my life.

"i wanna tell you to stay inside the lines, but something's better on the other side"

:]

yeah, sorryyyyyyyyyyyy.

i shake everytime i talk to you, and i dont know if it's good or bad.
but i'm glad we cleared up everything.
i hope we did at least.

...

tonight you made me feel so disgusting
i felt horrible, and i definitely don't want to do it again
but i probably will to make you happy
you used to be nice and everything, but now you disgust me.
and it sucks, cause i actually like doing the plays.
now i'm gonna have to watch myself with you.
thank you for killing my trust

i'm slacking with posting

i keep forgetting to post after i type it all out. hah. oops. this is for sunday

I don’t understand what you want me to do

You change too much

I feel horrible when I talk to you online, but I know that you’re not like that in person

It sucks that you’re not the guy that I liked anymore

And it also sucks that I have barely slept in 4 days because of you

last night

sorry i didn't post yesterday
i had no time.

but i went to a sweet 16 and it was the most fun thing of my life. and the dj was hot. anywhooo
before that, it was good.
i'm getting pretty much all i want out of this kid.
thursday can't come fast enough.

lovelovelove

i've been waiting so long for your call

today was good.
i'm happy :]
i love it, but people confuse me sometimes.

all i want to do is talk to him.

:]

"i like it when you call me babe"

good day. good day

so, theres this boy...

theres this boy that makes me feel special.
and, i don't know if he knows it or not but he makes me so happy.
i honestly wouldn't care if i'm not the only girl he talks to like that, it makes me happy that he would actually do it.
he was the reason for the smile on my face almost all of today.

lovelovelove,
teresa

new years resolutions

1. be a better person
2. do all my schoolwork with total focus
3. find a boyfriend, or someone that i love
4. don't lie to anyone, about anything
5. actually follow up on things
6. be true to myself
7. spread my love

my day consisted of watching football and hannah montana, doing chemistry, and laying down. lovely.

my picture is on my camera, because the cord is MIA.

<3lovelovelove