i know that.

i know that i'm better than you,
better than this.
i need something stable in my life for once.
it would be incredibly nice to know what's going on.
i'd like a solid answer to the questions that i have, not a "oh lets play it by ear"
i hate that more than anything that people can't give me a straight answer.
is there something that i'm doing wrong?!
cause if there is, can you please let me know.

today was nice. i spent time with my family.
i love it.

lovelovelove<3