today i've had time to think.
which is probably what i needed. and i needed to think about where i stand in my life. honestly, i have no idea what i want to do with myself right now. i kind of wish there was a rewind button on life. so that i could rewind everything and start all over.
i don't understand why i get so attached, i guess you could say, to people. i mean yeah i like a lot of people, but there are quite a few people that i like more than others. and i was talking to my friend about it today and she said "oh well, you have to stop liking people that are older than you and are taken. its bad for your health." i agree with her. wanting something(one) that is out of your reach isn't good unless you know in the end you can get it(them).
i'm not a big fan of cliques, and i've been seeing them more and more wherever i hang out. i'm the kind of person that tries to be friend with everyone, but it's kind of hard to do when you have bitchy cliques around you. so i try and stick with my friends, but it never works out in the end. can't people just deal with each other? you don't have to like them a lot or anything, just deal with each other. cliques cause drama, and drama causes broken friendships. which sucks.
whatever, i kind of want to go to sleep for a while. actually, no i want to go on a vacation where i don't know anyone at all. to somewhere nice. with a mix of people, that get along. if anyone knows where i can find that, let me know.
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