you.

i don't know where i'm supposed to be, but i feel that you're part of it. i've never felt this way before ever. and it's completely new and weird, and i don't fully understand it. i know that i can't really do much about it. except for try and stick it out. which may be hard, it may be easy. nothing is ever easy in my life though. i fell very hard for you, harder than i've fallen in my life. i'm down on the ground waiting for you to come around. i hate the way you play games with me, but i don't think you know what you're doing. i want a solid person in my life. i don't want someone who will lie to me. i don't want to have to lie to them, i want to be honestly myself. i want someone who will sit with me and just hold me when i need it. someone who cares. i know that you care, but how much? what's your limit on showing affection to me? do you care enough?

mer.