my past few days have honestly sucked.
and i still find a way to smile truly and honestly. theres this one person who can do it for me, i don't even know how. just seeing him makes me smile.
i have no idea why i'm so attracted to him, but i am. so bad.
i was having the worst day today, and somehow he made me partially deal with it.
i'm a super bitch to him, but i just really don't want him finding out how bad i want him.
he'll be gone in a few days, and i don't know what i'm gonna do.
the only reason i'm doing this whole thing is so that i could see him. and it's totally worth it.
no matter how many times i say "i hate you" or "i'm gonna kill myself" i truly love it. its one of the only times i'm happy lately when i'm talking to him.
it's so so so pathetic but its the truth. he's just a chill person to talk to.
and i'm gonna be in so deep when he leaves.
and he'll probably come back in a few months, and i'll go through the same cycle again. except i'll be deeper in that time.
i'm going to sleep, and hoping that tomorrow, thursday, and friday go by really reallly slowly.
thanks,<3
ps- im a super corn ball
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