Monday, March 10, 2008

i miss being somebody's baby

i don't know what i want from anyone anymore.
i'm kindof thinking that i'm going to take anything that i can get now.
i'm open, i'm vulnerable, and i'm selfless.
i don't know what i want to, and i will do anything to please someone.
i know that i should be able to live life to the fullest that i can, but i'm not.
i want to go out and get so messed up that the only memory i will have is what people tell me.
i want to live with no cares, but i can't do that when i'm trying to please people all the time.
i aim to please, but i'm not pleased with myself.
am i contradicting myself?

music is my escape.
i can sit here and listen to the same song over and over and it will have a different meaning to me each and every time i listen to it.

i want to changed the world, and i don't know how i can do it. so don't give up on my just yet.

"i'm broke but i will bend for you and i'll be strong enough for the both of us if you need me to. and if given the chance i will prove that this is real. your beauty is truth and i'm starting to feel like i need you. we can share my cigarettes as we walk through town. or i can hold you on the floor and we won't have to make a sound. i move too fast and i get attached to all the things that i lack but maybe that's good, i'm starting to feel like i need you."

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